Wednesday, March 11, 2009

jet flash!



My second day in Cebu revolved around the present conditions of the boat and the possibilities that lay ahead. We were looking at the possibility of transferring the venue of the show somewhere else as the conditions in the present venue is becoming less favorable. The condition of the boat as well is a bit on the down side. Almost a year ago, our engineering team went to the site for some basic stop-gap measures and some remedies to the situation accosting the Cebu branch, the boat in particular.

I was particularly against the remedial repairs because I felt that en earning project should be given more attention than that of a non-earning project. Unfortunately, my Boss is much like the biblical character with the prodigal son… he tends to put more attention, time and effort on the prodigal son… perhaps that is why he loves me as much.

Several years ago, I told branch managers to lighten the load of the boat by getting rid of the engines mainly Fuso 4DR5s which were rusting away given that we’ve not been bringing her to open seas and since we had no intention to ever let her out to sea again. All we needed was the single engine in the middle hull as generator back-up. Did they listen? Hell, no! And now the engines are all rusted up and worthless when we could have liquidated it back then.

Last Christmas, I told the branch manager to have our staff scrub the ceiling and he said yes. I returned February infuriated by the fact that it has remained dismally dirty. I finally gave two managers an ultimatum and my most recent visit proved me correct in giving that order. The ceiling looks great.

This is my problem with this company. My Korean managers would always say yes but will ultimately “forget” the order and that is why I suppose that it is time to change my ways.

So my last branch visit gave me the opportunity to point out to the chairman some ideas I’ve had in my head in order to better the show. Turns out that the branch manager had the same idea and a nod from the chairman for the improvements was immediately earned. So I had my lighting designer/director flown in from Manila the next day to inspect and make plans for the relocation of the wires and the lights on the existing ceiling. As of the moment, coordination with the Manila office is on-going and soon my Engineering Director and my Batten supervisor will be joining him there for the “Amazing Style” operation of doing a major renovation without interrupting the show schedule.

I really miss the hands-on approach I used to do when I was Executive Director. All I needed was to convince my immediate boss of what I needed and nine out of ten I’d have it. Nowadays, I seem to be surrounded by subordinates who are less likely to follow simply because they don’t want to be responsible for decisions that they make…. Or is it because they are Koreans? But I really don’t want to turn this issue to a racial slur so I’d just assume that they have decidophobia.

Anyway, since I seem to have veered way out where with this post, all I really wanted to say is that I was thrilled by the fact that my Engineering Director has kept files of my old computer sketches of the Cebu / MB La Trinidad Project. It was quite fascinating after he misunderstood my instruction of sending me the original blue print file of the vessel; he sends me these sketches which he has kept over all these years. Thanks Francis… they are pieces of mementos I wish I could’ve kept.

A plausible day for things to go wrong…

originallly written march 5, 2009

I woke up wrong… I got bugged too early, and I spent the better half of the early hours being pissed off. I missed my daily home internet session but that wasn’t bad enough… I also heard that my nephew and my nephew-in-law figured in a collision somewhere in Makati.

So like all good and bad things, they would pass. I scheduled a visit to my Mom’s and Dad’s grave this morning and it went without any hitches. Two nice flower arrangements and my friend prepared the candles. We proceeded for the office and since I was to stressed to take my lunch in the house, I ate with my staff at the canteen and partially discussed some issues that needed my attention. A few signatures later, I was on my way to the airport with my Boss.

I figured earlier that today’s stress would mean I’d have to supplement myself with more food… and food was plentiful, at the Mabuhay Lounge, in-flight and at Anton’s Restaurant. So despite the additional stress, there was compensation… I haven’t been a big fan of food lately and I suppose that today is the exception to that assumption. I pigged out and it was a good day after all.

Being in Cebu is always good.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

a photographer for a day...

i decided to be a photographer for a day... i took several pictures for a concept that we're developing for the website representing the several sequences of the show. here's two of the pictures featuring Donita Gauten, lead for our phantom of the opera...





the BUG...



I’ve been pissed of these past couple of days since I can’t find reason as to why I’m supposed to get the “unnecessary” stress I get from a lot of people. Like I’ve always said, sometimes we take it upon ourselves to take the planet too serious when the planet doesn’t give a rants ass about us.

When I was in my early thirties, as I’ve mentioned in this blogspot so often, I gripe like there was no tomorrow. These days, I try my best to control the rants and the gripes so that my body won’t be taking in too much of the bad vibes I’ve been getting lately. In a way, it’s like therapy to cleanse out all the “bad” things that I’ve been through.

So here’s my problem… when I hire somebody, the main reason for hiring is to make life easier for me and the company. That means that I expect that problems will be resolved and all the knots be ironed out. It’s much like I hired a driver despite my love of driving, I hired one to make sure that I remain safe since I’m usually out late every night or still sleepy on my way to work. I hired a secretary for the convenience, both professional and personal. I can’t remember when to take my diabetic medication so she’ll have to virtually shove it down my throat in the middle of a meal, assuming I remember taking meals too.

Lately, my consultant has been bugging my brains out about marketing activities and I always say, well that’s your job. I already previously explained my dilemma in this office and the eccentricities plus the queer situation we’re in to her so I expect that she would be the one to partially solve the issues I have.

So I don’t know why she has to bug me every time! Once in a meeting with another probable consultant, she keeps talking about what the protocol lacks, what the office needs, what should be this and that and I am honestly getting sick and tired of it. if I didn’t know that I have these problems then I wouldn’t have needed to hire her.

And tones like, I just asked them to cascade something to you. But I bet you don’t know what it’s about so I’ll have to explain it you all over again…

Damn! That’s why I HIRED you… I bet you don’t know any single thing about guitars, keyboards, percussion instruments right? How about video and music editing? How about the technical side of the theatre?... the lights, the sound system? How about people management….? Oh, I’m sorry; I meant “good” people management. It’s a good thing I won’t have to explain all of these things to you.

Like I said… I hire people to make life convenient. Not the other way around. It’s time that people put their money where their mouth is. If they are good, stop talking and start working. That’s why I got my main office on the 4th floor, because there are times when I cherish the isolation, the peace, the calm and the view of the bay.


P.S. My Tatay (father) would have been 78 today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TATAY! I LOVE YOU VERY, VERY MUCH. I’ll see you and Nanay soon. But not that soon I hope… I'll just visit tomorrow before my flight to Cebu.

Another P.S. I do appreciate my consultant’s contribution to the team, but for goodness sake, if I wanted to hear every bit of problem the world has, then I should have just been a psychiatrist.

a driver for a day...



It’s 2:08 in the afternoon and I’m frying inside my car outside a hospital in a far flung area South of Manila. We braved the dreaded traffic before the color coding scheme took effect and we had to be outside of the Metro before seven… the outskirt traffic was even worse with traffic enforcers giving preferential treatment to those going to Manila and it took us forever to pick up my mother-in-law, not to mention the torture I felt being diabetic and being constantly in need of a place to pee.

The good thing about the day is that I got to eat perhaps one of the best tasting fried chickens I’ve had while waiting for my wife who was in line for a government document. My mother-in-law is also fine having gone through a minor operation and we were able to bring her back home around seven in the evening.

I was so sleepy on the way back and I desperately needed a cold beer with the intent of jamming with BLACK PIPE who had a gig schedule in Pasay but my wife was entirely against it… oh well, I did have a blast driving my car. Sometimes I do miss driving my Sonata.

Almost a year :)